Being presssssssssssssureddddddd

Its so stupid how people expect to know you by just so little words yet they dont know crap.

I mean cmon there's a quote saying you wouldnt survive a day in my shoe hands down if you could great can we exchange life.

I dont like how people mistook my words and starts putting up your so rude and I AM like no I am just being realistic ok.

I still do maynot hate life its still on a see saw

Living independently /being independent

I mean some people are always saying how they are sooo independent it makes me laugh inside yes you are a joke .I mean cmon you could only say your living independently if you actually follow this criteria.

1.Learning the art of earning your own money
2.Negotiations skill wise etc not a pussy
3.Not boasting about it wow yes i am so proud of you not its annoying.
4.Being ultimately I am the coolest person boast skills(yes dont do that).
5.Claiming freedom I mean cmon WOw like you never stay pass ur bedtime and go out wats so cool about that I have been going \out late nights since i was lets just say i cant remember(and its not something I am proud of ).
6.And yes being babyish and whiny doesnt help either.
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p.s people are so lame sometimes it makes me laugh You see the world is a funny place people yay

They say time heals everything

I'm still figuring it out.When and how will it heal.

I am not ready to let go of the past nor can I forget it.
It can never be fix .
And its utter rubbish that time can heal everything time just makes u learn to never repeat it.
And make do with it.
I can never sleep without thinking about the memories .
I am tarnished
but not broken so call me whatever You want I know myself so I am never gonna back down.

Bla bla by me.


Whatever I say make me sound strong they say but do they even know beneath me.

I AM not sure I could change myself .
Some people may think that I am self centered,mean in a way ,A winner , arent we all ,but am I the only one being point out (SO MAKE SURE WHEN YOU POINT YOUR FINGER AT ME YOUR AN ANGEL because I can guarantee you are not as nice as you think you are).

I tell myself daily Life is an incomplete storybook your parents wish to write it for you but in the end they are tearing the page for you If only you can write your own storybook without anyone pointing out whats wrong and which one is better > its like its my story let me make my own choice and fuck up .

So I tell myself everyday that I am me and no you cant change me .



I love my life todo familia uno uno .