I think hate is a strong word (but you deserve it)

Some people may act mature but deep down are little insecure pigs.I think your so lame miss rapper (inside joke).You know why you don't have many friends > No its not because your ugly ,idiot ,dumb or talentless its because well perhaps your desperate (true fact).


Dont call yourself a friend you were never one.
Dont go telling people my badpoints (it just shows how small and insecure you are).
Sadly you think the world revolves around you . I think hate is a strong word but yes I hate you to the core

FACEinHOLE

Create your own FACEinHOLE

Being presssssssssssssureddddddd

Its so stupid how people expect to know you by just so little words yet they dont know crap.

I mean cmon there's a quote saying you wouldnt survive a day in my shoe hands down if you could great can we exchange life.

I dont like how people mistook my words and starts putting up your so rude and I AM like no I am just being realistic ok.

I still do maynot hate life its still on a see saw

Living independently /being independent

I mean some people are always saying how they are sooo independent it makes me laugh inside yes you are a joke .I mean cmon you could only say your living independently if you actually follow this criteria.

1.Learning the art of earning your own money
2.Negotiations skill wise etc not a pussy
3.Not boasting about it wow yes i am so proud of you not its annoying.
4.Being ultimately I am the coolest person boast skills(yes dont do that).
5.Claiming freedom I mean cmon WOw like you never stay pass ur bedtime and go out wats so cool about that I have been going \out late nights since i was lets just say i cant remember(and its not something I am proud of ).
6.And yes being babyish and whiny doesnt help either.
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p.s people are so lame sometimes it makes me laugh You see the world is a funny place people yay

They say time heals everything

I'm still figuring it out.When and how will it heal.

I am not ready to let go of the past nor can I forget it.
It can never be fix .
And its utter rubbish that time can heal everything time just makes u learn to never repeat it.
And make do with it.
I can never sleep without thinking about the memories .
I am tarnished
but not broken so call me whatever You want I know myself so I am never gonna back down.

Bla bla by me.


Whatever I say make me sound strong they say but do they even know beneath me.

I AM not sure I could change myself .
Some people may think that I am self centered,mean in a way ,A winner , arent we all ,but am I the only one being point out (SO MAKE SURE WHEN YOU POINT YOUR FINGER AT ME YOUR AN ANGEL because I can guarantee you are not as nice as you think you are).

I tell myself daily Life is an incomplete storybook your parents wish to write it for you but in the end they are tearing the page for you If only you can write your own storybook without anyone pointing out whats wrong and which one is better > its like its my story let me make my own choice and fuck up .

So I tell myself everyday that I am me and no you cant change me .



I love my life todo familia uno uno .

I have the greatest pals no shitting you

HAha i'm serious my pals will come knocking on my door if I dont answer my phone and I love them to bits .

They would rather hang out with me on a Sunday!
THey are willing to forgive me for all the shit I pull (trust me its not little)
They love me for being random,weird,late,noisy,talkative and babbling on and on nevertheless.
They remember my birthday when I dont (I sometimes forget why i'm born)
They give me little supports ok big support haha.
THey entrust me with their life will literally > shasha u get my stash of baseball cards ,my diaries haha.


Ok enough of them now me >

But sometimes i have those type of friends who are just a plain ,how do i say this down to the bloody I hate them alot.
My mom always say everyone has kindness in them well i'm not gonna wait forever .

First rule in my book about friends.
1: they should respect your space
2: HElp not make it worse those unpositive sad junky all should die
3: Not be sensitive for heavensakes what are we 12
4:NEver be rude to me ,since I am never rude treat people how you would like to be treated as.
5: People who just live to see you fall down and then brag about how good they are can just fly a kite and fall down the deep hole (i will voluntarily push you down thats how nice I am)

Enough if those negative emotions ommmmmm i'm positive again yay.

tata